Dying isnt scary right?
Being dead aint scary either i guess.
I think im not scared of death.
Its not at all scary la. Just as long as you dont feel pain.
The non-pain method of committing suicide will not be pain also what.
So why everyone so scared of dying?
Or they are afraid they wont be able to do something or see anyone anymore.
Ive got nothing to lose.
Just that i cant listen to my favorite songs anymore and i cant see my friends anymore and i cant talk anymore and i cant eat anymore.
But if im dead, i wouldnt care much will i?
If im dead, i dont have to face moments like that anymore.
Im not suffering from depression.
And im not turning crazy cause i still talk alot.
How do you describe those times when someone cause you to just break down?
Tell me what to do.
Everyone seem to have their life and problems to attend to.
I guess this is only for me to take and all.
Im scared.Im so scared.
That i wont be able to take it.
How am i suppose to stay fine? I feel like fainting but im not fainting and i cant faint.
If you call this sucidal thoughts, then im screwed.
Cause sucidal thoughts aint fine.Or its just self-pity.
What if you wont get to see me tomorrow like you do yesterday?
Will that matter much?
I really miss you.
Labels: domain of lost hearts
Cheyenne Nicole Lazaroo
Cheyenne/Yui is known by many friends
One year older on every January 7!
CDSS, 3D'10
A very random & cheerful girl whose
Sweetly Attached to ?Edmond Ong Lian kai.
& was together since 1612o9
That's her prince so DON'T steal him.
Started Dancing @ th age 5
& Sing @ th age 10
& went on her way to STAGE.
But not all auditions there's a happy ending..
It was a tough journey!!
Music is definitely part of her.
Dancing & Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
You can bold, italic,
Music here!
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?Darling Edmond
He's of course, who I lurbe MOST!
His my Prince!
So more sweetness for this please (:
Jannesa & Hanquan
More than my bestfriends!
More like brothers & sisters too!
Erm.. Guess what their also a couple ;shy
My Baobei wth my Didi awww so sweet!!
Stitch & Domokun!
Cute things & pink stuff are what makes her go wild :X
(they're way too cute!)
Girlfriends & Boyfriends
Bestfriends will never be parted!!
Shopping sprees
with her Girlfriend or Mom are times when they
can crap together.
Gummy Bear & Chocolate
is her choice gummies & choco
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:
Th rest of it;
?Parents
Sisters
Brothers
Best Friends
Music
Audition
MTV Hip Hop
Freestyle Hip Hop
Street Jazz
Ballet
Cosplaying
Lolita
Dishes that includes Salmon!
- 170cm tall!?
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- Celebrate my birthday together with him?
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- Get back my lovely freedom
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- Go out more with Darlinqq, Baobeii & Didi!!
- Highlight my hair Sakura
- I Love My Boyf Tee!?
- Make my hair long first
- More Gummy Bears!!
?~Him~?
My Private Journal.
?~SiiaoYouMe
?Adalene Mei
?Adam Bro
?AhKiong Bro
?Casper/POOPOO
Celia
?Charlene
?Chin Wei -UAreSoMean-
Cong Ren
?Hanquan Bro
?Jeff -XiaoR3dz-
?Jonathan ~MUSICA~ (Erzi)
?KahMin (Pri/Ex-Sch Friend)
Lynn -ACME
Marilyn ~DREAM-? (Jie)
Michelle AlwaysSoBlur
Owl
?Potai aka Bunny
Ryuiko
~RONGRONG
Vivian YANYANx- (Ahma)
?Xinyi (AiAi)
~XiaoJun
` November 2009 ` December 2009
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