Saturday, December 12, 2009 ?
? 10:55 PM

Labels: marriage with mine babyy
Thursday, December 10, 2009 ?
? 11:45 PM
i sleep with tears amongst the thorns
i wont leave you for anything in the world.
Believe in me please.
I can give up the world
You cant take away my suyin
Give it back
Or take my life
Won't you?
That nightmare seem so true..
Labels: i wont leave you.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ?
? 11:40 PM

Mine babyy (Suyin) drew/wrote this, i really think its cute.
What should i say.why does it always have to happen to me. why me. why always me.
i thought it would not turn out this way. not like this. do you have to put me off like that.
i wasnt serious. i really really wasnt. why would i want to break with you, when you are mine one and only?
Its been so fast and eight days' being together <3.
Its a pity i cant stop time, i want to be with you forever.
This will be the last time I take it.
This will be the last time I cry. This will be the last time.
This will also be the last time I make you cry
Maybe anyone can be what they wanna be if they really work to be. People say NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. Hearing and nod is one thing, believing's another.
When i actually think about it, its like, if you wanna be the richest person on earth, then you have to start working and studying like crazy dont you. If you want to get to moon, one way is to get into Astronomy, the other, you can try building a staircase up dont you?
After all, they say nothing is impossible. I will have you back, nothing is impossible.
So if im going to build a chocolate empire, then maybe i should start saving for chocolates.
I just want to be with you forever.
Labels: mine heart is always with you.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ?
? 11:38 PM
ღღHappy one week anniversary dearღღ
,+*+*+,
(o112o9)
*+-.-+*
To mine dearest babyy, Suyin:
Sometimes you feel everything & nothing all at once. Sometimes you'll find yourself smiling while missing someone at the same time. At times, you can absolutely love a person, yet while wanting to hate them so badly. Life comes w/o guarantee, except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, falling in love will change your life.
No matter how tough the going gets, I'll be the first to be by your side, watching & protecting over you. I promise I'll love you as long as I live. But I want you to know, you are the one I love the most. :D
I find it amazing that i can think of you whenever i go. Then smile to myself looking like an idiot. But the problem is i dont even mind being an idiot, thats how crazy liking someone is.
Sometimes I feel like the wind. I come and go in any direction, dont know where I am going. But when I stop at see whats happening. It makes me sad.
如果要我放弃全世界我也会放弃。
至少还有你直得让我珍惜。
每当你出现我觉得是生命的奇迹。
也许全世界我也可以忘记。
就是不想听到失去你的消息。
Labels: happiness of your life depends on quality of your thoughts.
Monday, December 7, 2009 ?
? 9:48 PM
I need you like grass needs water,
&like the sun needs to be hotter.
I need you cloud needs the rain,
&the mental house need the insane.
I need you the way sweet tooth need candy,
&like the beack needs to be sandy.
I need you like heart need a beat,
&like the hot racing cars need the street.
I need you the way christians need the church,
&like lost-tourist need to have maps to search.
I need you like the rich needing cash,
&also like the drug abusers need the hash.
I need you like how criminals need jail,
&also the reason why boats need sails.
Well, me without you is like a camera without flash,
A stripper without an ass,
A car without gas,
A pimp with no cash.
I just NEED you in mine life!
SUYIN <3
Labels: just need you
Sunday, December 6, 2009 ?
this is the truth. ? 10:53 PM
I have left her once, and i regreted a lot a lot. I have broke with her before, and its not a nice feeling. You cant make me break with her again, i wont soften. You promised to give her happiness but you never did.
This time i am with her, and i wont even bear to hurt her. I wont leave her this time, cause i just realised i love her a lot. You can go on with your acts, create ur useless stories, but nothing matters. The only thing that matters to me now is that i am with her, period.
You can go ahead and fuck me in anyway you want, to make me give up, but i can tell you this, i wont.
And shaun if you are reading this,
FUCK YOU!
Because without her, mine life is like black and white.
Labels: dont try and break us apart
Saturday, December 5, 2009 ?
an intricate piece of paper. ? 5:18 PM
I feel grateful knowing that every morning i wake up to someone thinking of me.
Someone wating for my wake up call.
Someone waiting for me to get showered, changed, have breakfast and leave for school.
Someone waiting for me to board the train.
Someone waiting for me to get a good seat in class.
Someone waiting for me to have a lunch.
Someone waiting for me to have ample rest during break times.
Someone constantly praying that i have good grades.
Someone constantly hoping that i have fun with school activities.
Someone constantly concerned about my wellness and self-being.
Someone constantly picking me up when i fall.
Someone constantly feeding me with love.
Someone constantly wiping my tears when i cry.I feel like a baby.
Because, i am yours.
And, you know who you are (:
Labels: you know i love you
Friday, December 4, 2009 ?
i like being alone. ? 11:15 PM
I am not a fan of the Twilight saga.
But, i am going to watch New Moon, alone.
I guess, there's a first for everything.
I swear, hearing you cry makes my heart breaks.
Because, i can't be there to wipe off the tears from your face.
Labels: you are what i stay alive for.
Thursday, December 3, 2009 ?
Pictured speak a thousand words ? 9:05 PM

Labels: i love to draw when i am bored
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 ?
I am scared ? 7:59 PM
im afraid of myself. i saw the change earlier on i guess.
im scared. im scared dead.convinced that ive changed.
changed to someone i would have fear last time.i saw myself being afraid of losing you.
i saw what i would become without you. im scared once again.
i wanna turn back. then i saw the old me.
he waved at me and said 'come back'. i ran ahead. ahead of everything. until i saw nothing of the old me.
i ran ahead of time. i overthrew all of what i had. then im left of nothing.
i tried turning back to pick up what ive lost. what i saw was darkness.
im lost...
i screamed. i screamed and cried. nobody came forward.
help..help..help..im fading away to darkness.help..
im going to stop. right now.i can still see myself.im going to walk back.im going to walk straight back.
no hesitation. im not going to call help. im scared.
Labels: the fear of losing you.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ?
How often do i get the 'high up on clouds' mentality? ? 8:10 PM
i have the most superest duperest cutest girlfriend in the world (:
Tung Suyin, i love you <3
Labels: i love you fer what you are
Cheyenne ?
? The Lover.
Cheyenne Nicole Lazaroo
Cheyenne/Yui is known by many friends
One year older on every January 7!
HGSS, 1T1'08
CDSS, 2D'09
CDSS, 3D'10
A very
random & cheerful girl whose
Sweetly Attached to
?Edmond Ong Lian kai.
& was together since 1612o9
That's her prince so
DON'T steal him.
Started
Dancing @ th age 5
&
Sing @ th age 10
& went on her way to
STAGE.
But not all auditions there's a happy ending..
It was a tough journey!!
Music is definitely part of her.
Dancing & Singing is her passion.
Take an
U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
You can
bold,
italic,
strike &
underline it (:
Entertainment ?
? Music
Music here!
Footprints ?
? Speakings
Hover here for tagboard!
Adores ?
? Loves
?Darling Edmond
He's of course, who I lurbe
MOST!
His my
Prince!
So more sweetness for this please (:
Jannesa & Hanquan
More than my bestfriends!
More like brothers & sisters too!
Erm.. Guess what their also a couple ;shy
My Baobei wth my Didi awww so sweet!!
Stitch & Domokun!
Cute things & pink stuff are what makes her go wild :X
(they're way too cute!)
Girlfriends & Boyfriends
Bestfriends will never be parted!!
Shopping sprees
with her Girlfriend or Mom are times when they
can crap together.
Gummy Bear & Chocolate
is her choice gummies & choco
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:
Th rest of it;
?Parents
Sisters
Brothers
Best Friends
Music
Audition
MTV Hip Hop
Freestyle Hip Hop
Street Jazz
Ballet
Cosplaying
Lolita
Dishes that includes Salmon!
Yearns ?
? i want
- 170cm tall!?
-
Be with U?
- Celebrate my birthday together with him?
-
Find tiongxim boyf?
-
Freedom taken away from parents(2nd time)
- Get back my lovely freedom
-
Get Ranka Lee's redXwhite dress
- Go out more with Darlinqq, Baobeii & Didi!!
- Highlight my hair Sakura
- I Love My Boyf Tee!?
- Make my hair long first
- More Gummy Bears!!
Flyaways ?
? heartaching leavings
?~Him~?
My Private Journal.
?~SiiaoYouMe
?Adalene Mei
?Adam Bro
?AhKiong Bro
?Casper/POOPOO
Celia
?Charlene
?Chin Wei -UAreSoMean-
Cong Ren
?Hanquan Bro
?Jeff -XiaoR3dz-
?Jonathan ~MUSICA~ (Erzi)
?KahMin (Pri/Ex-Sch Friend)
Lynn -ACME
Marilyn ~DREAM-? (Jie)
Michelle AlwaysSoBlur
Owl
?Potai aka Bunny
Ryuiko
~RONGRONG
Vivian YANYANx- (Ahma)
?Xinyi (AiAi)
~XiaoJun
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