Wednesday, December 2, 2009 ?
im afraid of myself. i saw the change earlier on i guess.
im scared. im scared dead.convinced that ive changed.
changed to someone i would have fear last time.i saw myself being afraid of losing you.
i saw what i would become without you. im scared once again.
i wanna turn back. then i saw the old me.
he waved at me and said 'come back'. i ran ahead. ahead of everything. until i saw nothing of the old me.
i ran ahead of time. i overthrew all of what i had. then im left of nothing.
i tried turning back to pick up what ive lost. what i saw was darkness.
im lost...
i screamed. i screamed and cried. nobody came forward.
help..help..help..im fading away to darkness.help..
im going to stop. right now.i can still see myself.im going to walk back.im going to walk straight back.
no hesitation. im not going to call help. im scared.
Labels: the fear of losing you.
Cheyenne ?
? The Lover.
Cheyenne Nicole Lazaroo
Cheyenne/Yui is known by many friends
One year older on every January 7!
CDSS, 3D'10
A very random & cheerful girl whose
Sweetly Attached to ?Edmond Ong Lian kai.
& was together since 1612o9
That's her prince so DON'T steal him.
Started Dancing @ th age 5
& Sing @ th age 10
& went on her way to STAGE.
But not all auditions there's a happy ending..
It was a tough journey!!
Music is definitely part of her.
Dancing & Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
You can bold, italic,
Entertainment ?
? Music
Music here!
Footprints ?
? Speakings
Hover here for tagboard!
Adores ?
? Loves
?Darling Edmond
He's of course, who I lurbe MOST!
His my Prince!
So more sweetness for this please (:
Jannesa & Hanquan
More than my bestfriends!
More like brothers & sisters too!
Erm.. Guess what their also a couple ;shy
My Baobei wth my Didi awww so sweet!!
Stitch & Domokun!
Cute things & pink stuff are what makes her go wild :X
(they're way too cute!)
Girlfriends & Boyfriends
Bestfriends will never be parted!!
Shopping sprees
with her Girlfriend or Mom are times when they
can crap together.
Gummy Bear & Chocolate
is her choice gummies & choco
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:
Th rest of it;
?Parents
Sisters
Brothers
Best Friends
Music
Audition
MTV Hip Hop
Freestyle Hip Hop
Street Jazz
Ballet
Cosplaying
Lolita
Dishes that includes Salmon!
Yearns ?
? i want
- 170cm tall!?
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- Celebrate my birthday together with him?
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- Get back my lovely freedom
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- Go out more with Darlinqq, Baobeii & Didi!!
- Highlight my hair Sakura
- I Love My Boyf Tee!?
- Make my hair long first
- More Gummy Bears!!
Flyaways ?
? heartaching leavings
?~Him~?
My Private Journal.
?~SiiaoYouMe
?Adalene Mei
?Adam Bro
?AhKiong Bro
?Casper/POOPOO
Celia
?Charlene
?Chin Wei -UAreSoMean-
Cong Ren
?Hanquan Bro
?Jeff -XiaoR3dz-
?Jonathan ~MUSICA~ (Erzi)
?KahMin (Pri/Ex-Sch Friend)
Lynn -ACME
Marilyn ~DREAM-? (Jie)
Michelle AlwaysSoBlur
Owl
?Potai aka Bunny
Ryuiko
~RONGRONG
Vivian YANYANx- (Ahma)
?Xinyi (AiAi)
~XiaoJun
Archives ?
? Beautiful memories
` November 2009 ` December 2009
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